547am

its really early, it was even earlier when i woke up but i have spent the last few hours drinking wonderful coffee (im really happy i found my botum) and chatting with a friend in bc.

i guess next week is xmas and im still trying to figure out if i should spend it with my family or not. right now they assume i am, but here is the complication: i cannot stand being around them. but i also realize that there is a good possibility that i will never be spending time with my whole family again, in fact i plan on making sure i am never around them all at once ever again. so do i suffer a few anxiety attacks to please them, or basically tell them i cannot stand being around them and basically be made to feel like i ruined xmas?

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~ by foreverandnever on December 17, 2006.

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